what's the point in all this screaming? no one's listening anyway.

so i've been 'unusually' quiet for the past several days. big deal. truth be known...i've been unusually quiet for the last couple of weeks. i don't know why it has just suddenly come to everyone's attention. maybe i just have a lot on my mind. maybe i have some stuff i want to talk about. maybe i don't. maybe i have some stuff i need to talk about but don't want to. maybe i don't. maybe i'm just stressed out and i just need to get away and not think so much. maybe that's my problem. why do i have to overanalyze every single little thing? it's going to drive me mad one day. and if it did...would it really even matter? would anyone notice?